I honestly have no idea what is going on with me right now, and because I don’t want to complain (because it really does no good), I’m going to try my best to get back to my routine and hopefully find some solace there. I was trying to keep up with the Blogging U class, write my screenplay, while trying to find a new job, and a plethora of other things happening at the moment, and I feel as if I’m failing at everything.
I thought with more on my plate I would achieve more, but what I’ve discovered is that I want to stick my head in the sand and ignore it all. Not really productive. I stare at the computer for long stints without much action, I’m tired and/or feel brain dead a lot of the time, and I just haven’t felt that oomph, you know, that thing that compels you. I just don’t have it at the moment.
I’m not giving up by any means, but I need to seriously do something about my current situation and kick my butt into gear. I have no one to blame but myself, and I am thankful for so many things, even the not-so-great job for peanuts, but I know it is the one thing encumbering me from doing more with myself.
Ah, the life of a creative…finding the balance between making money and doing what we love.
I hope you all are well! I apologize for being so absent, again, and thank you for letting me rant. Happy Tuesday and Happy Writing!!
I am open to words of wisdom and advice! 🙂