A Big Thank You and A Little Insight: Fate(s)

Psyche Entering Cupid's Garden

Today I hit 50 followers and I’d like to say Thank You!  So I thought today might be a good day to share a little bit about myself and my writing, starting with my first script, Fate(s).  The first draft, which was horrible by the way, was written in one of the first screenwriting classes I took when I returned to college.  I’m not really sure how it all began, but over time, it has morphed, inspired by actual events and a few outside sources.  Here’s a little backstory.

Ares

I know a little of the inspiration came from a few sources like the Greek Mythology class I took in 8th grade, where I first became fascinated by mythology, Hercules: The Legendary Journey tv show (I based my Ares, god of war, on the actor who portrayed him on the show, Kevin Smith), and Disney’s Hercules.  But the major influence came by way of real life.  A little over six years ago, my sister and I had moved to Phoenix, and I was working in this little bistro.  One day, a man walked in and I was overcome with a feeling unlike anything I had ever felt before (or since).  I became so nervous.  It wasn’t just that he was good looking, there was something else about him.  I remember using the word “twitterpated”.  Three times he came in, and three times I let him go — an enormous regret that I allowed fear to say or do anything more than take his order be all that stood between me and ever seeing him again.  So I put my angst into my script.  His name is Nicholas, and so I renamed my hero.  *Nicholas, if you’re out there…I’m in LA now…sigh.

Lovers Meet on the Castle Stairs

Fate(s) is about a young couple, who meet three times in three different lifetimes, thwarted of their happily ever after by the intervention of the Greek gods for their own amusement, which leads the world onto its present course.  It is the lack of destiny fulfillment, which the Fates have set forth, that causes disruption in the natural order of things; i.e. The Fall of Rome, The Black Plague, and the subsequent wars and devastation.  According to The Fates, some are necessary, but others will progress because of these interferences.  As there is a three strikes rule, my couple and The Fates have to take some drastic measures, align with an unlikely ally, and overcome mythological obstacles to find true love and restore balance or all might be lost.Theberge-Women in Love II

So there’s a little about me and how life can inspire your work.  It isn’t a stretch to imagine what my heroine is feeling when she says “she longs for someone”.  This is the story I have referred to recently in my rewriting posts.  It was this third act that continued to give me problems, and it is this one that I want to go out into the world and do great things.

Have a great weekend everyone and Thank You again!

*Images: 1. Waterhouse’s Psyche Entering Cupid’s Garden which I consider my touchstone piece; the image I hold dear while I write. 2. Kevin Smith as Ares.  3. I do not know the artist or the title.  If you do, please let me know.  4. Theberge’s Women in Love II, which is a bit small and hard to find, but I love it!  All of these images are inspiration for this particular script.

Writing and Music

Music&Writing (Zemanta)I am a big proponent of listening to inspiring music when you write.  Depending on the writing, be it a romance, adventure, or thriller, the music you listen to should be a compliment to that style.  For my romantic pieces I usually listen to classical, or what’s considered new age — wordless.  For the spy script I’m currently writing, the music has been a bit more intense — sometimes without words, but with a harder sound (Depeche Mode and Muse have a few wordless pieces that are great for writing to), or some techno and rock.  I’ve also created playlists based on tv shows or movies I’ve liked with similar interests like La Femme Nikita and Alias for my spy script, or Pride & Prejudice and A Single Man for my more romantic pieces.  Just think about what music has done for you in your life.  You hear a song and can be reminded of your childhood sweetheart, your grandparents, graduating high school, or taking a road trip.  I have a few songs that remind me of backpacking through Europe, because I only took two tapes (yes, tapes) for six weeks.  Or when you hear a song you saw in a movie and are right back in that moment and its corresponding emotions.  I mean who doesn’t want to cry whenever they hear a Sarah McLachlan song?  Music is powerful.  It inspires.  And it brings people together.

I know some writers that must have quiet when they write, but I find the silence more distracting, and depending on the time of day, and your writing environment, the outside noises can be more intrusive and a major concentration breaker.  I’ve created multiple playlists on both iTunes and YouTube that I can go to depending on the particular piece I’m working on.  And YouTube is great (and a time sucker) for sharing other music similar to that which you’ve just listened to.  And I love being introduced to new stuff, so when LitReactor shared this article, 9 Great Albums to Accompany Your Writing Process, I was immediately intrigued, and found a few new pieces to add to the collection.

I like the symbiotic nature of writing with music.  I have been given strong visuals to pieces I’m working on when listening to certain music.  I remember writing this romantic period piece while listening to Enya, The Sun in the Stream, in particular.  She is my go to artist when I write.  It was a series of visuals; walking through a vast golden field, a wild castle garden, and two men in a castle courtyard practicing with swords while a woman lingered above watching.  Still to this day, whenever I hear this song, I see these images.

Everyone has their method, and if you’re a writer who likes the silence and it works for you, then don’t let me tell you otherwise.  For me personally, music is so much a part of my life, in every aspect, that it is only natural for me to listen and be inspired further.  I only wish I was better at playing music myself.

Have a good week and best of luck in your writing endeavors!  And thank you to ItalyEnya for the upload!

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Taking Chances

There is something to be said about a writer who can do something as bold as killing of a “lead” character.  When it translates to television, having a face and a visual to connect with, their death, if unexpected (if you’re like me and maybe haven’t read the source material to shows like The Walking Dead and Game of Thrones), can be tragic and almost heartbreaking.  It’s even harder nowadays to keep incidents on shows a secret when everyone is so apt to talk about it the moment it happens.  So, if you’re behind on any of your shows, like I am, you scroll past Facebook posts with eyes averted for months so that when that dramatic, surprising moment occurs, we can still be shocked, angry, or sad.  And the writer has accomplished something great.  It takes something special to surprise me anymore and when that does happen, it creates a loyal follower.  The Walking Dead and Game of Thrones are among my favorite shows ever and for good reason.  (TWD has the highest ratings of any show practically ever, and GoT is second only to The Sopranos on HBO, so I’m clearly not alone in my devotion.)  They keep me guessing and rooting for the characters, that’s why when one of them falls, I feel like I’ve lost friend.  On The Walking Dead, as it’s a fight for survival, I want this small band of people that I’ve been following to find a safe haven and a moment’s peace.  On Game of Thrones, I want vengeance, often.  After the last season of GoT, it took quite a few days to overcome the sadness that I was surprised took hold of me.

Now you may be asking why I haven’t read the written works.  Once I’ve started a series, either tv or film, I don’t want to know what’s going to happen, I want to remain in the dark, so I only read up until the current season (I still haven’t finished Harry Potter, I know, I know…).  I’m just about to start George R.R. Martin’s series for insight into his writing style and technique.  I find Game of Thrones so fascinating that it’s only proper that I read some of the novels to learn more.

After another tragedy during my viewing today, I started to think about my own stories and how I play it fairly safe.  I’d like to blame my upbringing a bit because in fairytales, the layers of darkness and deception, etc. only go so deep.  My sister likes to call me naive, which in part is true, because my mind just doesn’t go to certain places.  This is why I need the influence of writers, such as these, to help me think beyond my own boundaries/limitations.  I love the feel of that tugging on my heartstrings, the pit in my stomach, when I realize I’ve been holding my breath, and clenching my fist…I’m emotionally invested.  And I want to do that for my readers and hopefully/eventually my viewers.  I want them to be surprised and to worry and hope for my characters as if they were friends, loved ones.  Stories are like walking into a character’s life and we should be moved by what we witness.

As writers, we owe it to our readers to take chances.  We are in a unique position to create worlds that draw people in.  What we do once were in there is up to us, but we should be willing to be bold and daring.  I’m not saying to shock for the shock value alone, but if done well, can be among those memorable moments that people will talk about time and time again.

Here’s to taking chances!

Romantically Challenged

Pride&PrejudiceI know it’s a phase, but I’m in a rut.  I’m in the middle of a major rewrite and I find myself lacking emotionally as I’ve had a lot of negative things weighing on me recently, my romantic sensibilities have been sapped.  As I write love stories (in part), the lack of emotion is a bit of an impediment, so I’ve been looking pretty much everywhere in order to be inspired; music, movies, video games, pictures/artwork, and yes, quotes.  I thought I’d share a few things and hopefully, in a few days, I’ll get the love back.Theberge-Romance

I’ve read so many times that as a writer you should write every day, and I agree, to an extent.  Depending on what you’re working on, your emotional state could have either a positive or negative influence.  In my current frame of mind I should be writing something angry, sarcastic, and dark.  And I don’t write that kind of stuff.  So, until this mood passes, I will continue the rewrite from a technical stand point, and continue to stare at these in an effort to lighten the mood — maybe I just need a hug…as writers we spend a lot of time alone, so maybe I just need to be around some people.  I will test this theory and get back to you.

“I love it when I catch you looking at me, then you smile and look away.”

“Kiss me as if it were the last time.”

Mermaidw:Man

And a few of my favorite book quotes —

“Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earlier death. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been, weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone, I think and plan.”   Persuasion by Jane Austen

“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.” — Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

“Be with me always – take any form – drive me mad!  Only do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I can not live without my life! I can not live without my soul!”  —  Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

“I sometimes have a queer feeling with regard to you – especially when you are near me, as now: it is as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly and inextricably knotted to a similar string situated in the corresponding quarter of your little frame. And if that boisterous channel, and two hundred miles or so of land some broad between us, I am afraid that cord of communion will be snapt; and then I’ve a nervous notion I should take to bleeding inwardly.”  — Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë 

BlueCouplew:Diamonds*First image is Romance by Claude Theberge.  Second image is of Keira Knightley and Matthew Macfadyen of Pride & Prejudice.  The others I came across while searching the internet.  I do not own these works.

Reminders

I have a cork board above my desk with pictures and quotes that I stare at whenever my mind starts to wander, or when I’m on the phone, or thinking about what I might type next.  I stare at it a lot.  I think quotes are useful (obviously, as I post them frequently) as a reminder of my purpose and a tool of encouragement.  Maybe one day I’ll have my own quote that others will quote.  That would be nice.  I came upon a quotes site and within a few short minutes found a handful I wanted to repost everywhere and figured I should just share the page.  The reason I went to the page was because of this one —  http://www.livelifehappy.com/

Dream Big, Work Hard, Stay Focused, and Surround Yourself with Good People.

I encourage you to find a few (but don’t waste too much time surfing) that you can put on the fridge or near your computer to remind you of why you are doing what you are doing, or encourage you in your endeavors, or escape your restrictions, whatever it is that you need to do what you want.  I even have a couple from a Dove chocolate square and a fortune cookie, but they spoke to me.  I have two that I love that contain great messages and helpful tips for something I was once guilty of —

Never Apologize For Your Art!

Your Work Is Not You!

Have a great, productive weekend and best of luck!!

Inspiration

In yesterday’s post I mentioned that one of the reasons for writing this blog is to help other writers.  Another is to remember what’s going on (what was going on – hopefully one day I’ll be reading these for my memoir) in my day as I navigate this treacherous terrain. I have a horrible memory. The script I’m currently working on is a sci-fi/spy piece and I was a little lost on it’s direction.  I keep a journal of tidbits (ideas, dreams, fractions of dialogue or scenes, images, and what-have-you) and I couldn’t trace the inspiration behind this current script. I hadn’t written anything down.  Then, while listening to YouTube, I heard a song, the theme from a Japanime series called Elfen Lied.  (*Side note, this is not for children.  It’s bloody, violent, and contains nudity.)

ElfenLied

That was it!

I remembered watching it and loving the opening sequence.  A young girl with her face covered in a special helmet is quietly walking the hallways of this facility while the military men around her are being torn apart by some invisible entity.  There’s blood and violence, and yet she appears serene or in a trance.  I’m not going quite in this direction, but it was nice to remember why I started this script in the first place, tentatively called Projection.  I got the spark back!

Today’s tip: Write things down.  Write down that snippet of an interesting dream you can barely remember.  Write down that odd conversation you unwillingly overheard.  Use Pinterest (I love Pinterest!) to keep images that inspire you all in one place as you surf the web instead of writing (it’s okay, I do it too).  These are a writer’s arsenal.  You never know what might spark that next burst of creativity.

Good luck!

Welcome to the New and Improved Ramblings

I had come to a decision and needed to make some changes.  Starting with this, a new site to call home and begin anew…

You’re probably thinking, “Another blog?  Is this really necessary?”  Right?  I, myself, only follow a handful of blogs, because who has the time between everything else that fills our lives?  My hope is that I will 1) Impart a lesson.  I am a writer trying to make it in Hollywood.  I want others to know that it’s never too late to follow their dreams.  Really!  Whatever you want to do with your life…have no deathbed regrets!  2) Share valuable information I learn along the way for/with fellow writers and traverse this rocky terrain of solitude together.  3) Give a little insight into the psyche of a writer heavily influenced by fairytales, romance, and all things fantastical, and how my stories come into being.  And 4) Have fun sharing my world – Music that inspires.  Images that fascinate.  Words that enlighten.

Oh, and the reasoning behind the name “The Discrepant Memoirs” is that I have a horrible memory.  I remember some of the oddest things, but then things I think might be important…gone.  I’d like to blame my overactive imagination, that my mind can’t possibly be expected to retain so much, but the truth is, it’s just bad.  Every now and then I think I should go to a doctor and have it looked into, but then I forget.  No amount of ginseng can save me now.  So this blog will act as my virtual journal, something I’ve never been able to keep (not for extended periods of time, anyway), in order to track my progress towards my goals and then hopefully all the juicy details that follow.  That way, when it comes to actually writing my memoirs, I’ll have all these sketchy details to refer to.

Welcome to my world!