Quote Monday

I’m going to ramble for a moment, so please bear with me while I vent.

In last week’s Writing Prompt post I mentioned how I was struggling with choices. Before the end of the year, I was doing some hard thinking about plans for the future.  The Sis and I moved back to Las Vegas a little over a year ago for a number of reasons, one being that she finish her undergrad and then we move on.  Unfortunately, she has now found a job she truly enjoys, she’s making friends, and getting herself together.  She’s currently taking the semester off.

It seems unfair to uproot yet again, but I don’t want to stay here.  I don’t like Vegas.  Never have.  I’m tired of moving…we’ve moved so. many. times, but I want to find a place to call “home”.  I’ve only felt that sense of home once, when I traveled to England for the first time.  I felt it before we even landed.  That’s when the obsession began.  And, that’s what I’m looking for.  As much as I’d like to do a final move across the sea, there’s just no way that’s even remotely possible in my current state.

So here’s “the thing”, the thing that’s been lingering at the back of my mind, the thing I never want to say out loud.  I want to be a screenwriter, but all screenwriters know it takes at least 5 years to make any headway (once you legitimately hit the pavement – so I still have about 4 years), and I don’t want to flounder in this state, without purpose, without direction, for upwards of 5 or more years.  I don’t want to hold down a menial job that I loathe until things work out.  Yes, I’m still trying to remain positive, hence the lack of the dangerous “if”.

I want a job I enjoy.  I want to buy a house.  I want to plan for the future but I feel as if I’m destined to remain in this perpetual state of limbo.  It all comes back around to choices.  I’ve made choices that have led me to where I am, but I’m finding it difficult to make choices that will encourage change…in part because I don’t know where to begin.

Do I suck it up and make it work where I am, or do I continue to seek out that thing that I know is out there?  How does one move forward when they’re kind of stuck due to obligation and circumstance?  How do people get their act together?

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Any advice from fellow creatives would be greatly appreciated.  How do you make it work, find balance, and stay sane?

Writing Prompt #70

Happy Wednesday!

I’ve been struggling with choices recently; those that I’ve made, and those that need to be made.  So imagine my delight (?) at finding an image that rings so true.  As a gamer, you’d think I’d be better equipped.

Are you inspired?

Choices

Happy Writing!

Writing Prompt Challenge Accepted #15

As I reflected on last year, I realized I wrote very little (in addition to not doing much of anything else.  Seriously, what happened last year?).  It’s embarrassing because what’s the point in saying you’re a writer when you have very little to show for it.  I wrote some flash fiction pieces, but not many, wrote a bit of fan fiction, and did one rewrite, in addition to the blog.  I am ashamed.

As I stated, I don’t care for New Year’s resolutions, but it was a good jumping off point to make some changes.  I have altered my schedule entirely in order to make some real progress, and I can report, “so far so good”.  I finished the next chapter in the Dragon Age fan fiction which I really enjoy writing.  It’s a nice escape.  You can read it here, but forewarning, this is the chapter with the “mature” content and you have to agree to proceed on the website.  The somewhat edited version can be found on my blog, here.   I am also proud to report that I wrote the first draft of my TV pilot, The Demeter.  Now the real work begins.

So while I let the pilot percolate on the back burner, I decided to write some flash fiction to keep up that momentum.  Remember that quote about discipline…I’m all over it!

VictorianRipper

The crescent moon’s pale light only added to the already ominous feel of the evening.  The fog rolling in from the harbor wound its tendrils along the deserted streets and through the empty alleyways, creating the perfect landscape for a horror story, and a crime.  The recent rains made the cobblestones shine, and also helped to wash away the remains of the many foul deeds to be found in this part of town.  The pronounced click of the Inspector’s heels on those same stones echoed in the surrounding silence.  He was on the hunt.

His long coat kept the chill from the outside at bay, but all he had seen in the past months had induced a permanent chill to be lodged in his spine.  He had started to walk differently, more determined.  The people were looking to him, but he was finding it increasingly more difficult to look at himself.  He needed a clue.  He needed answers.  He needed resolution.  Or he would forever be haunted by his inabilities.

The Dark QueenQueen of the Night

She loved the moments just before night fell.  Those moments when the world seemed black and white.  She escaped into the night, feeling the cool air upon her skin, opening her arms to it, inviting it in.  Death followed in her wake, floating behind her like mist.  The earth dried up and the trees shrunk back to allow her passage, which pleased her.  Despite her absence, they had not forgotten her.  All around her was devoid of life, and she reveled in the silence.  She was Death’s bride, and if she could, she would scratch her long black nails against the world to sharpen them in the anticipation of her kill.  She had slumbered too long, but looked forward to reacquainting herself to the world.

EveVentrue-AssassinThe Guild

When she had escaped her jailers, she swore to herself that she would never again fall victim to the whims of man.  She cut her hair, changed her name, and did what she could to distance herself from her old life.  She did not seek out those she once knew, she did not let anyone know of her fate, but instead chose to protect herself.  Everyone knew of the Guild, and what they represented, but what their ignorance could not understand was what it meant for those who were a part of it; it was indeed a brotherhood.  She would first have to prove herself, and then they would find her.  They only sought out those who were truly worthy.  She moved to a new town and began her training.  She took whatever work she could find, each a learning tool, a lesson towards her goal.  It took some time, but she finally received her invitation, and then her real training began.

Shrouded in shadow, swathed in the garb that held both reverence and fear, she slid down the embankment with arms outstretched enjoying the thrill of the freedom in those moments just before she found her mark.  With her face masked, they never knew that the girl they once thought a traitor was now their executioner.

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Honestly, looking over these, I’m not in a dark place or anything, despite the running theme.  Remember, you can join in the Writing Prompt fun any time!  If you’re ever inspired, please share!

Happy Writing!

2016 Screenwriting Contests

HelpfulTipsI try to keep the Deadline section of my own blog up-to-date to help those looking for current contest information a place to find it, but someone else has already done that for me for the new year.

Stephanie Palmer of Good in a Room has released a list of the 10 noteworthy screenwriting competitions in one place, here.

If you’ve been thinking that this is the year to enter a contest, these are the ones that have cache.  Write them down on your calendar, post them next to your computer for encouragement, and make this the year that you follow your dreams!  Also, take note that some of the deadlines are already fast approaching, so don’t delay if you want to be a part of them.

And if you’re not already following Good in a Room, put yourself on her list.  You’ll receive helpful tips and advice via email, and that’s invaluable for us novices.  Wishing you all the best of luck!

Writing Prompt #68

Yesterday was The Sis’s birthday.  Last year I wrote her a letter, which is, I believe, my most searched/viewed post.  This year I thought I would dedicate a Writing Prompt to one of her favorite things, Star Wars.

I wanted to find an image that was clearly Star Wars related without being so specific as to inspire only fan fiction creations.  I think I’ve done just that with this:

DownedCruiser

Maybe now I can get her to join in the Writing Prompt Challenge fun.  😉

Happy Writing!

Writing Prompt #67

Let’s get this new year off to a great start!  Let’s write more!  This is more of a mantra I need to reiterate to myself.  Last year was sort of awful in that regard.

Excuses are no longer part of my vocabulary!  Say it with me.

For this week’s Writing Prompt, I was drawn to:

SeaOfPeople

I like that this could be taken either positively or negatively, depending on the context.

I look forward to seeing what you create.  Happy Writing!

Writing Prompt #66

I’m not sure when my love of imagery began, I think I’ve always had artwork on my walls.  So it should really come as no surprise that I fell in love with screenwriting; it’s all about the visual. Whenever I find an interesting image, I either clip it out of a magazine, buy the postcard, save it to my computer, or inundate my Pinterest page – whatever I have to do to obtain it.

With each new screenplay, I find an image that best represents the feel of the story, or what I like to call the “touchstone” (if you look under the Scribbles section, you’ll see a few).  That’s why I started Writing Prompt Wednesdays – to help others find an image that inspires them.

The very first image I shared was a path of sorts, fitting if we’re looking for symbolism, as I suppose this one could be:

Doorway

If you’re inspired, please share!  Happy Writing!

Quote Monday

As the year draws to a close, we often look backward to reflect, but the past is unchangeable and can cause us to wonder how much more we could have accomplished, or could have changed.  It sometimes creates regret that makes us feel inadequate, but it should be a catalyst to inspire us to do more, to look to the future as a clean slate.  Each day is a new day to achieve what we desire.

I hit a few bumps this past week, and I am making a number of decisions to become the hero of my own life, because as we know, no one else can be that for us.

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I wish you all the best and hope you are continuing to reach for your dreams!

Be your own hero and don’t let anyone tell you differently!  😉

Writing Prompt #65

I’ve been fairly enamored with a storyline I decided to explore within my fanfiction, so I haven’t had much room in my schedule to write anything else.  I feel as if I should feel badly about it, but I don’t, I really don’t. 😉  In a few days I wrote nearly 6,500 words, soo..yeah.

For this week’s Writing Prompt, I was initially going to share a dialogue prompt I had found, but this called to me instead.

Forest

I hope you’re all accomplishing your writing goals and continuing to work towards your dreams!

Happy Writing!

*Image by artist Andreas Rocha